i can no longer take, wanting to love and stop wanting to love. should i or should i not. i am self destructing on the inside. Give up on something i know i can live with for the rest of my life? give up on someone that i’ve love so much that i would pour my entire life on? Or to carry on loving? But she said to fucking give it a break. But I really loved her. BUT ITS A BREAK. But then what? a hole in my heart? Fill it with whatever u can find. what!? yea fill it. she’s not gonna give a damn about u, she got her own worries to care. But i loved her and i know she cares too much that it hurts her. SHE’S SORTING HERSELF UP, WHICH PART OF SORTING HERSELF UP DO U NOT UNDERSTAND? But we are gonna come back together in the future! Yea, but she’s single right now and she said to break the fucking relationship up and fucking court again and hell yea ur effort are KAPISH. NO ITS NOT. YEA IT IS. NO ITS NOT. YEA IT IS. WE still love each other. And she loved her work and money and friends and family. I love them as well. Oh but the level u love is different. How do u know? Because i am you.
yea… tell me u don’t face this everyday.
